If i come to you for advice

will you just

hold me

in an ethereal embrace?

Will you prop me up

and whisper

pure encouragement?

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Your lack of negative judgement

Your heart on your sleeve

Your love of my smile

My love of your love

My love of you

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You said goodbye too soon

You said goodbye as my brain

turned tail; as my mind

refused logic and clung to fear.

You said hasta luego mi niña

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Pero te necesito AHORA.

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This poem merits an addendum!

Firstly, this is a prayer to my nana, the most wonderful and kind hearted person I ever met. She passed away on the 14th January 1997, in San Pedro de Alcantara, Spain.

Please though, feel free to akin this prayer to Whoever this makes you think of – my nana would insist!

Secondly, translations:

Vuelve – Come Back

Hasta luego – see you later / until then

Mi niña – my child (feminine pronoun)

Pero te necesito ahora – but I need you now



Cock your head,

view it sideways

Now it makes sense

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If the world is round

and ever moving

Straight is never an option

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Mother Nature

not Terry Pratchett;

It’s called Earth, not Discworld

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These linear paths deceive

as they curve,

but you act so surprised

while you curl up to cry

at the injustice and heartbreak

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This is not what you asked for

It’s not what you dreamed

Hellish flames scald your essence

and devour your soul

For the path had a turn

despite what you yearn

Life is out of control

it’s turbulent. Defunct

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Athena’s Time

It’s not often you will catch me undressing as blatantly as this.  Normally I prefer to do it behind a poetic blind.  But today, I found my old writing.  And I mean decade old writing.  The writing of a newly born butterfly, that had ambition and doggedness in abundance.

I had assumed my old poetry would be naive, full of candied stories.  But like with all my current phobias, I used to face down my enemies.  Now I cower and submit.  I used to chat to strangers on the bus.  Now I catch a taxi and keep my earphones in.  I used to stomp on woodlice, laugh at clowns, pet giraffes and change my plans at the drop of my trilby.

As the years have slunk away I’ve steadily retreated, glowering at any little ‘threat’.  Until I buried myself so deep I could not breathe.  The claustrophobia was killing me, the lack of oxygen choking me, the lack of sunlight ever present.

Now my life is changing.  I did it myself.  I took my safety and stomped on it.  Security blankets hide you away from pain and pleasure.  But it’s hard.  I warn all of you who are still to climb out of your self-dug graves.  I have spent months searching for me.  Wondering where I left me.  Questioning what I did to me.  Yearning to fix me, find my strength and voice.  And smile.

As I dug through my treasure chest of youthful emotions, I came upon the reason for my old strength:

I know who my muse is.  She always watches over me and has done from the word ‘go’.  I realised who she was five years ago, and since then our relationship has gone from strength to strength.  I pray to my muse if I am at a crossroads or my pen is stuttering or I simply want to speak to her.

When I write she is there, embracing me, massaging my shoulder as the muscles ache.  She nudges my hand across the page.  She tells me when to stop.  She envelops me if the subject is raw, tender or sensitive.  I feel her fingers dig into my spine if I choose the soft option.

Our bond is unique because I know, and am happy, that she is there.  I understand she is a muse to others, but that is a comfort.  It prevents me from selfishness and laziness.  It spurs me on to think I might be wasting her time if I stop.

(21 year old Edge)

2017 is a year I want to hurry up and finish.  Every day I wake to new choices.  Not ‘what I want for breakfast’ or ‘shall i watch Jezza or Rinder’.  2017 is bolder than that.  It wants to be noticed, remembered.  I see it’s doing a damn good job of that for a lot of us.  But I’m an out-of-control narcissist, so I’ve not really paid attention.  I’ve been busy.  So busy.  And now I’m tired, but it isn’t the time for rest.  It’s time I bend my knees.

I shall pray.

I shall pray for the strength to meet these challenges.

I shall listen.

I shall listen to her wisdom, her gentle voice as she tells me to follow my gut and wear my personality on my chest.

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Take Flight


Close your eyes, drug your senses,

feel the wind scorch your face,

cling on tight, ready for our fight


as our dragon soars over forests of war;

as we cling to his scales, vibrate from his roars


smell the sulphur engulf us as clouds

open fire, their acid-rain melting

through airplanes and drones

that attack with dictatorship,

hatred and fear.


Religious fervour wears au-de-murder:

Children rotting, limbs detached,

innocent heads hang from the trees,

drip-feed the earth as Vitamin Pain.

Women weep, raped and beaten;

eyes hollow, they pray

for death’s hand on their throat.


As our dragon soars

and roars and snarls,

our  growing Eutopia

is suddenly Outopia;


as our dragon swoops low

he spits fire at the beasts

that demolish our peace,

our power, our time.


He tears them to ribbons

with claws glistening red;

he crunches on bones


with fangs sharp as razors.


Their screams die half-formed,

as we tremble with rage.

Too late we land and stand

in the massacre

of our people, our friends,

our freedom, our hope.

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Hoard your feelings

in this mouldy cardboard box.

Wrap them shut

with a cow’s intestines;

add its leather as a label

and send to Madagascar


where the lemurs can chew,

claw at the memories

and scents and tastes, devouring

your emotions until the pain



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